We're human too ya know? I know a shocking thing to hear.But hey, listen, I'm as human as you are. Maybe you don't see yourself as human. Maybe you see yourself as more or less than. That's alright too. I mean...I don't want to hear it. Just give me your money and stop being a whiny prick to everyone. I'd reccomend you'd get yourself a therapist. But man they are EXPENSIVE So...maybe just give us your money?
I'm sorry that was increibly rude.
There's so many reasons for you to hate me...I've been nothing but rude. I've been prying into your personal lives. I've been implying you should kys. I don't know. I really don't know. If it makes you feel better my wife just divorced me. I've been going through it. I haven't been myself recently. She says I spent to much time on my own. Too much time working. I don't love her or touch her enough. I'm doing this for us! How oculd she not know this is what I have to do now for us to live comofortably in the future??? I kept telling her "Just a couple more years. A couple more" But nooOOoo she's just going to stand there and act like she's hurt? I'M HURT TOO!! I've been hurt this entire time! She's been immascualting me constantly! Was I NOT supposed to cheat on her with my kids gym coach-oh. I wasn't supposed to say that part out loud... I'm uh...I'm still the uh...the good guy. How could I not be...?
Dear Betty,
If you find this. This means I'm gone. I'm gone forever. I'm still alive. Have no worries.
I simply cannot handle this world with knowing you were once in my bed. I used you as my perfromance to convince them I was...that I liked girls. I should've just come to terms with who I was. I was never entirely sure how I would keep this act up. I don't know what I was thinking. I don't think I was thinking at all. Not even in the slighest. Below are the things I am...sorry for.
Never being able to be intimate with you.
lying to myself and you and the kids having to bear witness and the consequences that came with my thinned veiled delusion.
